Tuesday, December 30, 2003
I finally found sumthing to be worthy of a blog.......well..... as much as it could.......... the topic of this blog is the dream i had last nite....... i haven't had a dream that touched meeh so much in a long tyme... so im my dream...... for those of u that can try to pick out the symbolism and stuff....
the world was suddenly in danger...... so they built rockets and designed a lottery to carry a select few off this rock but they have to be young (i knoe it sounds like the martian chronicles, but dats all that similarity there is [ and dreams are suppose to be a seive of all the thoughts during the day right?]).... my dream starts with a church freind telling meeh that the church got a rocket for ourselves.... so I was in joy and hung around there until we were to leave.... but a day before (more like a few hours before) i realized that i had not brought anything of value with meeh, so i plead with the pastor to let meeh go home to get some...... but as i walked out of the building, i saw superman ( ok ok stop laughing it seemed serious in my dream) in the form of an old chinese man ... so i asked him to fly meeh home.... but i realized that he didn't knoe how.. so we flew to the library to look up a map.... then we flew home and he told meeh to wait outside that he could retreive things faster than I... so i waited..... that things he brought out were gatorades and other junk... so I ran in... to see my parents... making dinner, and they bid meeh to stay for one last meal.. so I did..... and the tv was on presenting the lottery that was still unfolding.... right when they got to the "C"s , i looked in the shelf where i had kept the tickets and confirmed my assumption that had not win that ticket was for "Jay Chan." just then i realized that my sister had placed her ticket under mine in that same shelf, and saw that she had made hers out for "Kay and Jay Chan." I continued my meal.... when I finished packing everything, I looked outside and saw that superman was no longer there. I knew that I was almost late and that walking or even driving would have made no difference... so I picked up my bags and started to run.. right when I stepped onto my driveway, a person from our church drove up in a racing car and told meeh to get in, so I did....
my dream ended there.... and I woke up emotional cuz i realized the symbolic meaning behind it...... Im one of those ppl who believe that dreams aren't juss figments of our imagination, but that each one reflects a want, or will guide us... juss meeh..... have a great new years.... Jay out