Sunday, May 02, 2004
so yeah blogging two times a day.... I do that now.... for no apparent reason.... well.... i think im less and less confused..... the word really shouldn't be "confused" .... bad conotations from way baq in soph year.... the correct word should really be sumthing like "undecidedness".... cuz that getting better.... putting sum stuff into perspective.... o jeez.... i can't believe how many ppl are stressed out with this thing.... shouldn't be.... we should juss all HAVE PHUN!.... exactly..... ehehe.... such a coincidence..... that girl was named olivia.... well yeah finding these things out about a minute ago... ppl aren't as sheltered as you give them credit to be.... I wish i was older.... not like 24 old.... but like by a few more months... so I wouldn't be so weird... how everyone is older than meeh.... hmm.... if I had started school one year later... how much difference would that have made?.... well wouldn't knoe alot of the ppl I knoe now.... then again... ignorance is bliss .... like moving to america... or going to troy.... major linchpins in life....(thx Chrononauts for that term).... see.... if I had stayed in Hong Kong... I would probably have turn out to be the average Chinese Guy... trying to get into Hong Kong university... less of a choice is sumtimes easier.... (leg falling asleep)... or I might have ended up at ayala... (this ties in with the happenings of last night)... all those ppl there last night probably would have been my best freinds and all... most of the ppl there were in ayala drumine.... odd.... how life's decisions ... made by other ppl i might add.. could have adversely affect ur own.... not a single day I wonder what might have happened.... for instance ppl i would have gotten to knoe better instead got cut off and had to start over... losing 2-5 years of freindship tyme.... yeah.... what might have happened.... well for example my old freind Zhenia (who IMed meeh a few night ago for no apparent reason)... i remember us at the beginning of Junior high.... inseparable... i also remember making a lil pact... not really a pact but a plan: since lunch was $1.65... we would buy a gumball for $.25 everyday and save a dime.... that broke in about a week when i had to transfer to townsend... the day before.... i remember a certain tag game..... i think sonya was part of it too... oh yeah... meeh, Zhenia, isabel, sonya.... i swear.... i as already "thinking" baq then... sighz.... too much thinking.... the flip-side of of "ignorance is bliss" ... knowledge sux..... then again.... its not really bad the things i have going for meeh... neither sides would have been optimal.... and i can't change it.... sooo HAKUNA MATATA! .... junior high... i used that phrase a lot... needed to... yeah... hehez still can't get over that party... juss slighty under the phun level of hawaii... funny....wel nighty nightz