Monday, September 06, 2004
ahhh haven't blogged for a week,.... for some reason i realized... i might never again need to.... welll thats not true... still... here my week overveiw...boring...done.... hehz.... ok...yeha juss came back form tutoring its around 9 at night, and i got a bit tired while driving, and i misjudged a right turn, and then i realized that i was driving on the sidewalk for a bout 50 feet... -_-;;.... whooo.. ok, to the important stuff, came back from the summer conference.... hmm i might be wrong earilier, disneyland isn't the highlight of my summer.... reason being, the phun was only shortterm.... but the realizations i made there will probaby last meeh a lifetime.... reaffirmed some things i thought earlier, it's good.... so some highlights would be... long talks, taboo, fluxx, some meals... oh yeah and retalliation hehez.... so, ps duane gave a talk about dating... i think i got this whole thing figured out.... it all makes sense, and with that, actually, comes a whole new perspective on life... i think i knoe now wat i have to do, and im very optomistic about it... hmm oh yeah, the very reason i have kept a blog all this tyme has really been a way for meeh to get rid of bad thoughts ish,.... its sorta easier on meeh if i release everything to the world, and i juss pretend ppl are listening... now i have someone i really put my trust into.....don't be surprised if i don't blog as much n/e more..... hmmm....yeah, really enjoy those tyme when we juss sit and talk.... nice....i finally understand how stuff actually works... i mean, why theres been some things i've felt that i can't comprehend... not those....bad ones...it doesn't really mean i have fixed them... its really a misconception that "once u find the source of ur problems, the problem goes away".... though it does give meeh a springboard into finally fixing them.... im sorry for those....to many ppl actually.... phooo....its another one of those times when i truely realize how distorted our veiw of family should be... dr. inrig was great too, a lot of insights on how the church, and us should operate...hmmmm, i finally see some long term goals... and it really is calming... and knoe that the goal will be fulfilling, and unselfish.... feels free, yup.... thx jess..... nite nite