Tuesday, November 23, 2004
hmm, i can't get rid of that feeling.... feelings plural actually.... im trying restraint... but its juss .... i ono... see, heres the dilemma... either I do stop this nonsense which creates diffuses the present awkwardness, and then able to reaffirm that feeling, oorrr, i can juss stay this way and feel awkward... false dilemma really... not much of a choice.... or is that juss within my head... it probably is... the second thing.... i've blogged about this a few times already.... i knoe that i should complain... dang chivalry... way of the knights are looong gone.... see whats the definition of acceptability?....the lines are so blurry, im afraid to cross it.... or my fear of that hinders meeh... is't that the problem with the world? fear?.... i should majored in philosophy... i'd like it... all this logic is giving meeh the creeps... but isn't philosophy based on logic?...yeah...sighz... nothing left in the world... nobodyhere.com.... the most depressing site ever... if you go there, don't read into it too much, you juss might kill urself... oh yeah, good day... im gonna start my daily evaluations again... makes meeh realize that day are better for the most part... ramen.... soo bad... 3:38 in the morning...sudden urge to learn japanese... nite