Monday, November 29, 2004
now, i am really rethinking the wisdom of the last blog... everything changes when ppl actually read it... iono... im not gonna take it off cuz i vowed to never erase the past, soooo.... it's still there... hmm, im trying to figure out how litto privacy one can actually live without.... i think im reaching the borderline... "won't it be a shame if:" i hate that line... it sooo applicable, its just a way for someone to say they will regret something...and its usually meeh... oh yeah im down to one now... gotta get more... funny how i hang on to nostalgic things... i have about a doaen boxes of junk at home... actually their filled with random peices of memorabilia from anything from toys to report cards... and for each item, i have a story behind it... shoot i forgot my egg at home... and my bible... performance clothes... the egg im refering to is german product called a "Kinder"... milk chocolate on the outside, white chocolate on the inside wrapping a little toy... that is probably the material symbol of my childhood... got one when i went baq home... forgot to bring it.... not sold in America... so as i was saying... wouldn't it be a shame.... it probably alreaedy is... good lesson learned from a video game... it think the game was "shenmue"?... no idea... but there was this line in the dialogue: "you must treasure your friends, for one day even your parents will die" .... interesting.... something like that.... thats actually something my parents taught meeh... for example, when there was a situation i was crying because my ice-cream fellover (persay, and this was a looong ago)... my parents would tell meeh "you cry when when we pass away, not for spilt ice-cream" ... much wisdom in that... i guess it trains a person to be thickskinned... (which oddly enough translates directly in chinese very well)... i was tempted to bring my yearbook this time... but then it would juss be too nostalgic... one thing about these blogs, they turn people very self-conscious.... i now sorta watch my moves when i do n/ething... i ono if thats good... owwie, burned my tongue on hot ramen soup... yes, maruchan, what would i do without u?... sad... sooo much sodium... oh yeah barium disodium sulfide hehez... nighty night