Wednesday, November 09, 2005
fear... walking back from AP&M today... just thinking.... noticing a trend around me... i probably have said this a million times... the loss of innocence... everywhere... one product of that is a lowered expectation of everything... i mean, really... some times i wonder... these mind trips are unhealthy....it might be where pessimism comes in... i think i can talk abou this for hours... kinda depressing actually... not depressing as it is more of a painful realization of reality...