Friday, May 12, 2006
ever felt lonely?... you're sitting somwhere... could even be surrounded by all your freinds... and then suddenly... pangs of loneliness... i don't understand it... at all... man... song stuck in my head... cantonese songs recently... nost recently it has been this song called "day and night"... it starts with this line (my poor translation) "Because we planned to meet at the wrong destination, our fates have now changed." how easy is it to miss opportunities on things... or maybe its how we really don't have any control on things... that we really are just drifting slowly on this river of life... tiredness... of alot of stuff... at least somethings don't bother me as much as they used to... good or bad... relativism?.... wtf... music pisses me off sometimes... i love it to death... but i really don't get a good share of good ol' silence... silence is really sweet if you think about it... its actually really hard to find these days... i really can't afford it on a normal basis... just good night, im tired...