Wednesday, July 26, 2006
so the thing is is guess i'm too self centered... maybe the harshest thing to say to yourself, but there comes a day when you hav eto realize it... slowly it's unfolding to me, and it kinda is unerving... i hate sitting in the dark... mind goes crazy... when did i feel to subdued... nothing seems bright... fate seems so fickle... so i promised myself before, that i wouldm't beat myself over about things... don't let it hurt me... somple enough... had enough... can't breath... i hate how all i can think of is myself... only creature in the universe, and i have to be the worst... programmed for fun today, haven't had time to do that in a while... hungry, i think im just going to go to sleep... why do i let myself be affected like that... people aren't stupid... how come they have to act that way?... not stupid... bad conotations... i mean more of ignorance... i have nothing to provide... this is all i am... isn't that sad?... hehe... weary minds are weak minds... i think i'll sleep early tonight... tomorrow is always a better day.