Saturday, June 02, 2007
Some reason the room seems lonelier than usual... nothing has changed, the walls are still there... fly me to the moon... bland... bad day... ever notice how the whole world is more bland have something delicious?... maybe thats what drives the monks... in a world without extremes, the grays seem to be richer... was having lunch the other day... an absurd thought popped into my head, can't rememberwhat the thought was... not the point... but what if it were true... and if the universe was infinite, then it must be true somewhere at sometime... heartburn... what do I really want? what are my hopes and dreams?... why am I so caught up with the current moment... we all tend to do that don't we?... do things that hurt ourselves... as if the whole world has this sadistic obsession with living...