Wednesday, September 12, 2007
So, today I got a job offer from cisco... can't say im not pleased but, I never really thought that the real world was so close to my doorstep... I guess it's the sense of fear of the imminent changes... kind of didn't want to uproot myself and rebuild myself up again... can't breathe... it feels like i'm floating endlessly ... doing everything safe... melancholic... i can't believe my life is going to be devoted to money... i mean, thats all work is for right... well money to support a family or what not, but none the less, money... [ * ] ... thats how i feel... something floating between walls...