Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Hmmm, I feel like I don't know how to run my life anymore... like i can go either way on most decisions... like im a raft at the mercy of the waves... yes or no?... i keep asking that... to people without asking the question... see how people will unknowingly steer my life... i mean, does it really matter?... i would used to choose a place to eat for hours... and then in the end, i'm full, and i don't quite feel like it was the best meal i could have eaten... actually, i just just the same things to eat nowadays... sad thing is i don't mind it too much... sad metphor for life... i really don't care what i want... as long as i get through the day... been addicted to go lately... way too much, i even played it at work with my boss haha... 5 kyus in 6 months.... yay!